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Madotsuki opened her tired-looking eyes, revealing their sick appearance as she faced X. Now she was more than eager for the day he and Nightmare became friends.
“… thanks…? But… I… don’t think I’d want you getting hurt in a crossfire… You wouldn’t deserve that… Besides… I… can defend myself…”
With that, the little girl placed a hand on her pocket, and slowly began pulling something out of it.
A kitchen knife.
It looked slightly rusty but was sharp none the less. Madotsuki wasn’t holding it in any way that could mean harm, instead, she had both of her hands open, the knife resting on her palms. She wanted to merely show her… apparently ‘defense mechanism’.
“… see? …I can defend myself… right?”
Before X could think to ask Madotsuki by what she meant, he watched her pull out a knife. A sharp, rusty knife. How it remained sharp without its edges being dulled was beyond him. He silently stared before his expression hardened.
“Madotsuki,” X lightly gripped her shoulder, but not enough to physically harm her. “You mustn’t harm others.” His tone was still soft, but there was a new firmness to it. “I understand wanting to defend those who are precious to you, but there are other ways to go about this.”
X’s expression softened once more with a notable sadness in the depths of his green eyes. She was just a young girl, and yet she felt the need to defend herself with a weapon. …how heartbreaking.
“If… and only if there is no other way, let me be the one to do the fighting. Don’t worry. My body is made so I can take the hits. So I will be okay, even if I were to be harmed in the process.” X reassured her with a smile. “Let me protect you, and your friend.”
Madotsuki seemed to have gotten alarmed once she felt the grip, but calmed down to X’s voice. She pulled the knife away, to prevent any accidental harm either to X or herself.
She always had that knife, though if she ever used it or which she got it is beyond her memory. But she always had an itchy feeling she could need it, though the reason for this feel of insecurity is a memory that has long slipped away as well.
“… I… never used this, I just… feel like I should keep it with me…”
However, she caught the glimpse of sadness in X’s eyes, and had an odd sensation she wasn’t used to, as if she was being squeezed in the inside as she listened to him. It was as if his sincere words could go past her material body and touch her straight.
And before she knew it, she felt her eyes leaking, the water-like, but salty and warm liquid slowly falling down her cheeks. She didn’t know what was that, but remembered it happened once before, when she met her friend after so long, only to watch him leave again and not return yet.
X felt great relief when Madotsuki admitted to not having used the knife. Although her admitting that she felt it was necessary to keep the knife around rose red flags for him. Why? Did she feel unsafe? …yet she was willing to compromise her safety by remaining in that house?
Seeing her tears, X brought his hand out to gently wipe them away.
“It’s okay, Madotsuki.” He assured her while gently placing his own arms around her. “…I’ll give you a reason where you won’t have to feel like that knife is necessary to have.”
He would protect her, X decided quietly. He won’t fail her, like he had many in the past. Everything would be alright, wouldn’t it? He at least held onto the hope that it would.
“I will always be here for you.”
Madotsuki felt her breathing become disordered slightly as her eyes leaked that warm liquid more. The inner squeezing feel becoming stronger and harder to fight against, eventually letting out a sob, which was muffled as she buried her face on X’s chest and clung to him softly.
She didn’t know why she was doing that but it was something instinctive, her rusty knife dropping to the floor as her little hand released it.
“E-Ex… Why… why are my eyes leaking…? Why is my breathing going… going all weird…? Why… why do I feel like there’s a big hand… squishing my insides… Why this…? W… what is this…?”
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I hate it when a roleplayer agrees to roleplay with me, but when I put up a starter and constantly remind them, they don’t answer. And if they do, I feel like they’re doing it just to get me to shut up. It especially hurts when they forget about me and even when they say they’re busy or cannot roleplay, they roleplay anyways with other people.
This. Exactly. Accurately accurate. Every bit of it. Every word.
I’m starting to get tired of trying and trying, only to see my attempts to die off after like the 3rd or 5th reply, or get completely ignored. And people get me to shut up saying they’re with either writers or ideas block, but still are creative, active and willing as they RP with everybody else.
I’m losing hope and faith in here, as I appear to be always unwanted and unwelcomed, but no one says it explicit just as an attempt to be polite. It hurts, or don’t you know that?
To have friends here you’ve known basically ever since joining Tumblr over an year, and today you see they see you as nothing more than an acquaintance rather than a friend…. One-sided friendship hurts way more than rivalry.
I might consider just retiring my muses and quitting…
I wonder if that’s the dormant feeling people here have about me to begin with.
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Madotsuki opened her tired-looking eyes, revealing their sick appearance as she faced X. Now she was more than eager for the day he and Nightmare became friends.
“… thanks…? But… I… don’t think I’d want you getting hurt in a crossfire… You wouldn’t deserve that… Besides… I… can defend myself…”
With that, the little girl placed a hand on her pocket, and slowly began pulling something out of it.
A kitchen knife.
It looked slightly rusty but was sharp none the less. Madotsuki wasn’t holding it in any way that could mean harm, instead, she had both of her hands open, the knife resting on her palms. She wanted to merely show her… apparently ‘defense mechanism’.
“… see? …I can defend myself… right?”
Before X could think to ask Madotsuki by what she meant, he watched her pull out a knife. A sharp, rusty knife. How it remained sharp without its edges being dulled was beyond him. He silently stared before his expression hardened.
“Madotsuki,” X lightly gripped her shoulder, but not enough to physically harm her. “You mustn’t harm others.” His tone was still soft, but there was a new firmness to it. “I understand wanting to defend those who are precious to you, but there are other ways to go about this.”
X’s expression softened once more with a notable sadness in the depths of his green eyes. She was just a young girl, and yet she felt the need to defend herself with a weapon. …how heartbreaking.
“If… and only if there is no other way, let me be the one to do the fighting. Don’t worry. My body is made so I can take the hits. So I will be okay, even if I were to be harmed in the process.” X reassured her with a smile. “Let me protect you, and your friend.”
Madotsuki seemed to have gotten alarmed once she felt the grip, but calmed down to X’s voice. She pulled the knife away, to prevent any accidental harm either to X or herself.
She always had that knife, though if she ever used it or which she got it is beyond her memory. But she always had an itchy feeling she could need it, though the reason for this feel of insecurity is a memory that has long slipped away as well.
“… I… never used this, I just… feel like I should keep it with me…”
However, she caught the glimpse of sadness in X’s eyes, and had an odd sensation she wasn’t used to, as if she was being squeezed in the inside as she listened to him. It was as if his sincere words could go past her material body and touch her straight.
And before she knew it, she felt her eyes leaking, the water-like, but salty and warm liquid slowly falling down her cheeks. She didn’t know what was that, but remembered it happened once before, when she met her friend after so long, only to watch him leave again and not return yet.
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☱ ((If you don't mind, that is.))
((Of course I wouldn’t, Grape-Face! :3))
Dear Diary,
Today I met a purple-armed reploid and long pinkish hair. Oh God I was so happy that my best friend had returned… But it wasn’t him. I have to say, I got really disappointed it wasn’t the Nightmare Zero that is my friend, I just miss him so much…
Dear Diary,
Remember that reploid that looked like Nightmare from earlier? Well, he might not be the same Nightmare, but I like this one too. He calls himself Phantom. Good, now there will be no confusion when I need to call one of the two Nightmares. Phantom is very nice, pretty similar to Nightmare, but has his differences too.
I really like Phantom, I have total certainess I can trust him too, despite belonging to the real world. I have no doubt I’d do anything for him, like I’d do for Nightmare. Of course they’ll never replace one another for me.
Phantom’s one of my best friends, Diary.
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lonelybirdgirl asked:
☱ "I-I wonder if t-there is anything about m-me in here..." i know that we've actually never rped before but maybe madotsuki's thoughts on the toriningen?
((Ohh, this gonn’ be gooood uvu))
Dear Diary,
You know about the Toriningen, don’t you? They scare me when they’re angry, but they aren’t really so bad.
I can’t blame them very much when they’re angry, though. I mean, who wouldn’t get angry for being STABBED?
But when they’re calm they make quite nice companions, and they love parties and food. Imagine if they ever found the Aztec Rave Monkey? They’d party forever! As for food, maybe if they ever found Malson’s kitchen… they’d make goodies non-stop.
So, Diary, the Toriningen aren’t really bad. I think they just have a bit of a short temper.
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Her attention was brought back to X, looking up at him when he directed the word to her, before slowly turning her head back down to gaze at Elysium from up there, a little quietly before replying.
“… it’s… a little hard to describe…”
Her hand softly squeezed X’s back, but in her case it seemed involuntary, as she probably clenched it a bit for feeling possibly troubled by the subject… or it was just to reply X’s soft squeeze. It was a bit hard to tell at the moment.
“… my neighborhood… well… it’s… How am I going to word it… dead. The streets… always empty… no lights… no people anywhere… It’s… like… a ghost-town. You’ll never find anyone living there other than me. It has only the food vending machines… possibly some stray cats and dogs here and there… no lights on… not a life signal… Only the… cold, empty buildings…’
X felt Madotsuki’s smaller hand squeeze back within his own. He closed his eyes for a moment as he listened to Madotsuki describe her home. The imagery that came to mind, saddened X. It sounded so lifeless, much like the world outside the safety and comfort of Elysium.
What sort of life did she live? Why was there no one else? ….and she truly intended to return there? On her own? Opening his eyes once again, he glanced back down to her.
“Say, Madotsuki…” He spoke. “I would like it if we could see one another more often.”
X knew one thing. He didn’t want to leave her alone. Who knew when… her friend would return? X understood the pain of waiting, and not knowing. He didn’t want Madotsuki to deal with that by herself.
“You needn’t have to leave your home if you do not wish it.” X stated. “Perhaps next time, if you do not mind…I could visit your home.”
Madotsuki’s attention was brought back to X when he spoke to her once again, turning her head to look up at him. She seemed up for them to see each other more. She decided that X would stay under her wing as well, along with her best friend Nightmare, the Nightmare Twins, and Harpuia. So of course she’d want them to see each other more often too!
However, she seemed surprised at his interest of visiting her place. For her it didn’t make much of a sense, and she tilted her head to the side.
“… it’s okay. But… why would you want to…? … I mean… why would you get out of Elysium to… visit a… cold place like mine…?”
The kid remained quiet for a brief moment before letting a tiny smile form in her lips.
A hopeful smile.
“… oh well… that place won’t be so much dead once my friend comes back… He promised me he would come back as soon as possible, and would never leave me again… So I know he’ll return sooner or later…”
“Why?” X tilted his head while focusing on Madotsuki. With his eyes softening down at her, he knelt down to place his free hand onto her shoulder. “Why… it is so I could see you, Madotsuki.”
He didn’t want her to feel terribly alone. Especially in a place she had described. Being alone was a terrible feeling, one which X could empathize greatly toward.
Seeing her expression light up, X was touched. She believed in him, didn’t she? Just like how he believed in… no. He shouldn’t layer himself onto her. Still, it was sweet seeing Madotsuki’s expression light up like a sparkle within the night sky.
“I would love to get to meet him once he does.” X commented. “Perhaps… we could be friends too.”
He was willing to look past all that had happened, and if Madotsuki trusted him then he must have changed, right? Plus somehow or another Nightmare had managed to make this young girl so happy. It was kind of funny, yet… nice.
“… well… my place isn’t the most welcoming neighborhood… unlike your Elysium… That’s why I asked…”
Seriously, even Madotsuki herself was starting to get tired of living in that dead town. But she was willing to pass any opportunity of going to a better place while Nightmare doesn’t return. If she left before he did, she was afraid they wouldn’t find each other when he returns.
Her tiny smile grew a little wider at the blue guy’s will to accept Nightmare too, unlike most she managed to meet.
“… that would be great… Nightmare does need some friends… there are… many out there that hate him, and I can’t understand why… They claim he did bad things in the past… But… should it matter now…? I mean… it’s not fair to judge someone for what they did in the past… I don’t care if he did bad things before meeting me… he’s my best friend and will always be… I gotta protect him from people that want to… retire him…”
Certainly Maverick Hunters use the term “retire” to refer to exterminate a maverick, so she probably heard it from a hunter. She knew Nightmare changed, and as just, would do anything for him.
“I understand, Madotsuki.” X smiled, as he saw her expression growing wider. Although at the mention of Nightmare, X’s heart stung a little. He recalled their battle in the past and how he had been the one to retire him.
Madotsuki would surely hate him, if she knew. …yet, if he meant that great of a deal to her, and if Nightmare was willing to look beyond their past, he wanted to close the bridge between them. To be able to extend his hand and be his friend.
“I would like to believe that Nightmare and I, can look beyond our past, and perhaps talk to one another.” He smiled. “…if he is truly different from how he was in the past, than I am certain we can be good friends.”
Knowing Nightmare, he’d probably accept that X too. Oh boy, she couldn’t wait to have her two friends getting along now! That would be a dream come true to her.
Her smile half-faded a bit after a while however.
“Some of those… Maverick Hunters… don’t understand that Nightmare is nice… they… they want to hurt him… One day there was this hunter that looked exactly like him… but he had blonde hair and black armor… he along with the other hunters would retire him if they found him… whether I cooperated with them or not to find him…”
She was referring to Zero’s black armor, who recently became sentient like an independent hunter.
“… I must protect my friend…”
X saw as her smile faded, as she spoke more of Nightmare’s situation. The Maverick Hunters skepticism was justifiable. X understood it well but before he could think to say anything he froze at the mention of the Hunter she spoke with.
A Maverick Hunters with long blonde hair, and black armor… He doesn’t think about Black. No, rather his mind automatically drifted to Zero. Of course Zero wouldn’t be one to talk sway on these matters.
“Madotsuki…” X spoke quietly. “It’s admirable you want to protect your friend, but you needn’t risk your safety.”
He didn’t like the thought of her getting caught in a dangerous situation, and getting hurt. Not that he didn’t trust the Maverick Hunters not to.
“…and if you ever need help, let me help you Madotsuki. You are not alone in this.”
Madotsuki opened her tired-looking eyes, revealing their sick appearance as she faced X. Now she was more than eager for the day he and Nightmare became friends.
“… thanks…? But… I… don’t think I’d want you getting hurt in a crossfire… You wouldn’t deserve that… Besides… I… can defend myself…”
With that, the little girl placed a hand on her pocket, and slowly began pulling something out of it.
A kitchen knife.
It looked slightly rusty but was sharp none the less. Madotsuki wasn’t holding it in any way that could mean harm, instead, she had both of her hands open, the knife resting on her palms. She wanted to merely show her… apparently ‘defense mechanism’.
“… see? …I can defend myself… right?”
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Her attention was brought back to X, looking up at him when he directed the word to her, before slowly turning her head back down to gaze at Elysium from up there, a little quietly before replying.
“… it’s… a little hard to describe…”
Her hand softly squeezed X’s back, but in her case it seemed involuntary, as she probably clenched it a bit for feeling possibly troubled by the subject… or it was just to reply X’s soft squeeze. It was a bit hard to tell at the moment.
“… my neighborhood… well… it’s… How am I going to word it… dead. The streets… always empty… no lights… no people anywhere… It’s… like… a ghost-town. You’ll never find anyone living there other than me. It has only the food vending machines… possibly some stray cats and dogs here and there… no lights on… not a life signal… Only the… cold, empty buildings…’
X felt Madotsuki’s smaller hand squeeze back within his own. He closed his eyes for a moment as he listened to Madotsuki describe her home. The imagery that came to mind, saddened X. It sounded so lifeless, much like the world outside the safety and comfort of Elysium.
What sort of life did she live? Why was there no one else? ….and she truly intended to return there? On her own? Opening his eyes once again, he glanced back down to her.
“Say, Madotsuki…” He spoke. “I would like it if we could see one another more often.”
X knew one thing. He didn’t want to leave her alone. Who knew when… her friend would return? X understood the pain of waiting, and not knowing. He didn’t want Madotsuki to deal with that by herself.
“You needn’t have to leave your home if you do not wish it.” X stated. “Perhaps next time, if you do not mind…I could visit your home.”
Madotsuki’s attention was brought back to X when he spoke to her once again, turning her head to look up at him. She seemed up for them to see each other more. She decided that X would stay under her wing as well, along with her best friend Nightmare, the Nightmare Twins, and Harpuia. So of course she’d want them to see each other more often too!
However, she seemed surprised at his interest of visiting her place. For her it didn’t make much of a sense, and she tilted her head to the side.
“… it’s okay. But… why would you want to…? … I mean… why would you get out of Elysium to… visit a… cold place like mine…?”
The kid remained quiet for a brief moment before letting a tiny smile form in her lips.
A hopeful smile.
“… oh well… that place won’t be so much dead once my friend comes back… He promised me he would come back as soon as possible, and would never leave me again… So I know he’ll return sooner or later…”
“Why?” X tilted his head while focusing on Madotsuki. With his eyes softening down at her, he knelt down to place his free hand onto her shoulder. “Why… it is so I could see you, Madotsuki.”
He didn’t want her to feel terribly alone. Especially in a place she had described. Being alone was a terrible feeling, one which X could empathize greatly toward.
Seeing her expression light up, X was touched. She believed in him, didn’t she? Just like how he believed in… no. He shouldn’t layer himself onto her. Still, it was sweet seeing Madotsuki’s expression light up like a sparkle within the night sky.
“I would love to get to meet him once he does.” X commented. “Perhaps… we could be friends too.”
He was willing to look past all that had happened, and if Madotsuki trusted him then he must have changed, right? Plus somehow or another Nightmare had managed to make this young girl so happy. It was kind of funny, yet… nice.
“… well… my place isn’t the most welcoming neighborhood… unlike your Elysium… That’s why I asked…”
Seriously, even Madotsuki herself was starting to get tired of living in that dead town. But she was willing to pass any opportunity of going to a better place while Nightmare doesn’t return. If she left before he did, she was afraid they wouldn’t find each other when he returns.
Her tiny smile grew a little wider at the blue guy’s will to accept Nightmare too, unlike most she managed to meet.
“… that would be great… Nightmare does need some friends… there are… many out there that hate him, and I can’t understand why… They claim he did bad things in the past… But… should it matter now…? I mean… it’s not fair to judge someone for what they did in the past… I don’t care if he did bad things before meeting me… he’s my best friend and will always be… I gotta protect him from people that want to… retire him…”
Certainly Maverick Hunters use the term “retire” to refer to exterminate a maverick, so she probably heard it from a hunter. She knew Nightmare changed, and as just, would do anything for him.
“I understand, Madotsuki.” X smiled, as he saw her expression growing wider. Although at the mention of Nightmare, X’s heart stung a little. He recalled their battle in the past and how he had been the one to retire him.
Madotsuki would surely hate him, if she knew. …yet, if he meant that great of a deal to her, and if Nightmare was willing to look beyond their past, he wanted to close the bridge between them. To be able to extend his hand and be his friend.
“I would like to believe that Nightmare and I, can look beyond our past, and perhaps talk to one another.” He smiled. “…if he is truly different from how he was in the past, than I am certain we can be good friends.”
Knowing Nightmare, he’d probably accept that X too. Oh boy, she couldn’t wait to have her two friends getting along now! That would be a dream come true to her.
Her smile half-faded a bit after a while however.
“Some of those… Maverick Hunters… don’t understand that Nightmare is nice… they… they want to hurt him… One day there was this hunter that looked exactly like him… but he had blonde hair and black armor… he along with the other hunters would retire him if they found him… whether I cooperated with them or not to find him…”
She was referring to Zero’s black armor, who recently became sentient like an independent hunter.
“… I must protect my friend…”
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Her attention was brought back to X, looking up at him when he directed the word to her, before slowly turning her head back down to gaze at Elysium from up there, a little quietly before replying.
“… it’s… a little hard to describe…”
Her hand softly squeezed X’s back, but in her case it seemed involuntary, as she probably clenched it a bit for feeling possibly troubled by the subject… or it was just to reply X’s soft squeeze. It was a bit hard to tell at the moment.
“… my neighborhood… well… it’s… How am I going to word it… dead. The streets… always empty… no lights… no people anywhere… It’s… like… a ghost-town. You’ll never find anyone living there other than me. It has only the food vending machines… possibly some stray cats and dogs here and there… no lights on… not a life signal… Only the… cold, empty buildings…’
X felt Madotsuki’s smaller hand squeeze back within his own. He closed his eyes for a moment as he listened to Madotsuki describe her home. The imagery that came to mind, saddened X. It sounded so lifeless, much like the world outside the safety and comfort of Elysium.
What sort of life did she live? Why was there no one else? ….and she truly intended to return there? On her own? Opening his eyes once again, he glanced back down to her.
“Say, Madotsuki…” He spoke. “I would like it if we could see one another more often.”
X knew one thing. He didn’t want to leave her alone. Who knew when… her friend would return? X understood the pain of waiting, and not knowing. He didn’t want Madotsuki to deal with that by herself.
“You needn’t have to leave your home if you do not wish it.” X stated. “Perhaps next time, if you do not mind…I could visit your home.”
Madotsuki’s attention was brought back to X when he spoke to her once again, turning her head to look up at him. She seemed up for them to see each other more. She decided that X would stay under her wing as well, along with her best friend Nightmare, the Nightmare Twins, and Harpuia. So of course she’d want them to see each other more often too!
However, she seemed surprised at his interest of visiting her place. For her it didn’t make much of a sense, and she tilted her head to the side.
“… it’s okay. But… why would you want to…? … I mean… why would you get out of Elysium to… visit a… cold place like mine…?”
The kid remained quiet for a brief moment before letting a tiny smile form in her lips.
A hopeful smile.
“… oh well… that place won’t be so much dead once my friend comes back… He promised me he would come back as soon as possible, and would never leave me again… So I know he’ll return sooner or later…”
“Why?” X tilted his head while focusing on Madotsuki. With his eyes softening down at her, he knelt down to place his free hand onto her shoulder. “Why… it is so I could see you, Madotsuki.”
He didn’t want her to feel terribly alone. Especially in a place she had described. Being alone was a terrible feeling, one which X could empathize greatly toward.
Seeing her expression light up, X was touched. She believed in him, didn’t she? Just like how he believed in… no. He shouldn’t layer himself onto her. Still, it was sweet seeing Madotsuki’s expression light up like a sparkle within the night sky.
“I would love to get to meet him once he does.” X commented. “Perhaps… we could be friends too.”
He was willing to look past all that had happened, and if Madotsuki trusted him then he must have changed, right? Plus somehow or another Nightmare had managed to make this young girl so happy. It was kind of funny, yet… nice.
“… well… my place isn’t the most welcoming neighborhood… unlike your Elysium… That’s why I asked…”
Seriously, even Madotsuki herself was starting to get tired of living in that dead town. But she was willing to pass any opportunity of going to a better place while Nightmare doesn’t return. If she left before he did, she was afraid they wouldn’t find each other when he returns.
Her tiny smile grew a little wider at the blue guy’s will to accept Nightmare too, unlike most she managed to meet.
“… that would be great… Nightmare does need some friends… there are… many out there that hate him, and I can’t understand why… They claim he did bad things in the past… But… should it matter now…? I mean… it’s not fair to judge someone for what they did in the past… I don’t care if he did bad things before meeting me… he’s my best friend and will always be… I gotta protect him from people that want to… retire him…”
Certainly Maverick Hunters use the term “retire” to refer to exterminate a maverick, so she probably heard it from a hunter. She knew Nightmare changed, and as just, would do anything for him.
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Her attention was brought back to X, looking up at him when he directed the word to her, before slowly turning her head back down to gaze at Elysium from up there, a little quietly before replying.
“… it’s… a little hard to describe…”
Her hand softly squeezed X’s back, but in her case it seemed involuntary, as she probably clenched it a bit for feeling possibly troubled by the subject… or it was just to reply X’s soft squeeze. It was a bit hard to tell at the moment.
“… my neighborhood… well… it’s… How am I going to word it… dead. The streets… always empty… no lights… no people anywhere… It’s… like… a ghost-town. You’ll never find anyone living there other than me. It has only the food vending machines… possibly some stray cats and dogs here and there… no lights on… not a life signal… Only the… cold, empty buildings…’
X felt Madotsuki’s smaller hand squeeze back within his own. He closed his eyes for a moment as he listened to Madotsuki describe her home. The imagery that came to mind, saddened X. It sounded so lifeless, much like the world outside the safety and comfort of Elysium.
What sort of life did she live? Why was there no one else? ….and she truly intended to return there? On her own? Opening his eyes once again, he glanced back down to her.
“Say, Madotsuki…” He spoke. “I would like it if we could see one another more often.”
X knew one thing. He didn’t want to leave her alone. Who knew when… her friend would return? X understood the pain of waiting, and not knowing. He didn’t want Madotsuki to deal with that by herself.
“You needn’t have to leave your home if you do not wish it.” X stated. “Perhaps next time, if you do not mind…I could visit your home.”
Madotsuki’s attention was brought back to X when he spoke to her once again, turning her head to look up at him. She seemed up for them to see each other more. She decided that X would stay under her wing as well, along with her best friend Nightmare, the Nightmare Twins, and Harpuia. So of course she’d want them to see each other more often too!
However, she seemed surprised at his interest of visiting her place. For her it didn’t make much of a sense, and she tilted her head to the side.
“… it’s okay. But… why would you want to…? … I mean… why would you get out of Elysium to… visit a… cold place like mine…?”
The kid remained quiet for a brief moment before letting a tiny smile form in her lips.
A hopeful smile.
“… oh well… that place won’t be so much dead once my friend comes back… He promised me he would come back as soon as possible, and would never leave me again… So I know he’ll return sooner or later…”
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((And now I find out a ton have unfollowed me out of nowhere.
IF YOU PEOPLE DISLIKE ME JUST SAY IT ALREADY! I can’t guess with your fake smiles and disguised unwill to have anything to do with me! So I can stop trying and get out of your lives!))
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Madotsuki was a bit surprised someone was actually willing to see what she would come up with in drawings. But it felt good regardless. It’s good to see she does have something good in her.
The girl softly rubbed one eye in silence as she thought of a subject. She wasn’t sure why, but it felt good having a conversation with that X. This feel so far was shared only when speaking with him, Nightmare, the Nightmare Twins, and Harpuia.
“… Ex… tell me… what is this place…? … what is this place you live on…?”
Usually those doubts are the first things to be asked about, but the little human was asking about them just now.
“This place?” Ex gave a slight tilt of his head. “Well, this is my home.” Might as well start simple, right? “Would you like to take a look, at the rest, Madotsuki?”
He questioned while slowly moving to rise from his own two feet.
“What I mean is, there is a great view of this place from my window.” He smiled, while offering his hand towards Madotsuki to take.
“… well… that it’s your home… I figured already…”
Madotsuki gave a slightly shrug, maybe she asked it the wrong way? She blinked when X stood.
A great view, from his window? Sounds like he lives in a pretty tall building, just like she does back in her empty neighborhood.
The girl stood up herself slowly, accepting the taller one’s hand, leaving clear how her hands were small close to his.
“… why not…”
Madotsuki’s hand was small, and felt soft even with the gloves covering his hand. Holding it gently, he smiled and lead her towards his balcony window. With one hand he lightly slide the window open allowing for a slight breeze to waft through.
“Do you see down there?” X gestured, to the streets and all the buildings that was notably shorter than the one they were in. “All of that, is a city known as Elysium.” X shifted his gaze towards her with a small, smile.
If Madotsuki looked closely, there was a twinge of pride shimmering within X’s eyes.
“That is the rest of my home.”
The little one had to lift her arm up slightly to keep her hands withing X’s hold. It wasn’t very much of an issue, as she’d have to do the same whenever she held Masada’s hand, and he was WAY taller than X.
Madotsuki walked with the kind guy to what seemed a balcony, the sudden breeze making her shrug slightly for a moment, but it didn’t really phase her at all.
“… down there…”
She repeated once before going just a little closer so she could look down like told, finally getting a view of Elysium. She actually opened her eyes quickly at the sight, revealing her dull and brightless brown eyes along with a bit of yellowed whites, and some black lines under her eyes, and blinked a few times as she stared at that colorful shining, source of several lights, sounds, and above all, life signals. The girl looked very amazed and caught by the view of X’s home.
“… wow…”
the girl went just a little closer, leaned over the balcony just very lightly and carefully, closing her eyes again as she continued looking down. The situation itself was very, very familiar, but it amazed her with how it had a completely different turn. Balcony, lean over, look down… and ponder if she should jump, again.
“… it’s… it’s so different… from my home… Ex… your house is.. very, very different from mine… I do live in the tallest building, in the last level, and I do go to the balcony and gaze over it… just like I’m doing now… In a way, reminds me of when I look down at my neighborhood, but it’s… nothing… nothing like this place…”
X’s attention shifted over to Madotsuki as he watched her gaze down to the city below. It was lively, bustling with life. From up above however people and reploids were too small to make out. Lightly, X squeezed Madotsuki’s hand while stepping a little closer to her.
“Tell me, what is your home like?” He questioned. He was curious to know more about this little girl, and what kind of life she lived. “If you want to speak of your home…” X added, not wanting her to feel pressured into talking.
Her attention was brought back to X, looking up at him when he directed the word to her, before slowly turning her head back down to gaze at Elysium from up there, a little quietly before replying.
“… it’s… a little hard to describe…”
Her hand softly squeezed X’s back, but in her case it seemed involuntary, as she probably clenched it a bit for feeling possibly troubled by the subject… or it was just to reply X’s soft squeeze. It was a bit hard to tell at the moment.
“… my neighborhood… well… it’s… How am I going to word it… dead. The streets… always empty… no lights… no people anywhere… It’s… like… a ghost-town. You’ll never find anyone living there other than me. It has only the food vending machines… possibly some stray cats and dogs here and there… no lights on… not a life signal… Only the… cold, empty buildings…’
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